My Sweet Escape

Azwan Ismail casual confession

2010-12-27T07:11:00.000-08:00

Asyik bukak youtube je last couple of weeks, that i saw "eh ade Malaysia la kat Most Popular ni home page Youtube"...the title is a bit long that the few last words do not appear, out of curiosity i clicked...

surprise, surprise~...Azwan Ismail, SAYA GAY SAYA OK...its been a week now since i first saw it and sampai la dah kuar Utusan pon tadi...the video is tag under activism everyone..ape yang mereka atau seksualitimerdeka ni perjuangkan....tentulah seks songsang. kalau straight nak perjuang2 ape lagi, dah memang betol.

He quotes Shahnon Ahmad yang kite yang berhak bagitau apa yang kita nak jadi and goes on saying that all other people, ustaz semua tu been telling from the point of view of heterosexual...mine you, we're telling you the true revelation of Allah the Almighty, not from our own heterosexual view, but our firm belief in Allah and Islam, if you still share the same faith. Surely, He doesnt underline what we can or can't do for no reason....gays are more susceptible of sexually transmitted diseases sebab bila luar tabi'i, it will cause trauma to certain part which later encourage the entry of micro-organism, if they do have sex with their partners. I dont actually need to know the nitty gritty so long that i believe Allah, the all known who sets the rule.

what they are trying to do is that, urging the gays out there to find strength and support (in a way buat komuniti supaya ade backup la geng ramai2 kan) to be able to go out there and be confident about their sexual orientation (that is clearly against the norms, thats why they hv to go all the way like this), hold on to what they feel, that gay is fine and confidently tell others about it like its no big deal and its not wrong what so ever. Jangan la jadi kaum luth, not in Malaysia Azwan, not here...

Macam2 la kau nih!

2010-12-09T07:56:00.000-08:00

i have the thing in me where i got inspired through jealosy...hahahah. Bukan la, its a mere admiration on people who can do certain things i cant, have talent or skills that i dont, creativity, behaviour, knowledge, outlooks and principle, will and abilities to make a difference, fashion sense, ape2 lah that makes them look awesome...if people were to ask me who/what inspires you in life, i would say just anyone....most of the times, perasaan kagum tu resulted from seeing everyday people, usually around my age who can accomplish such things, or have such things...because they in some way give me hopes, macam sesiapa je pon boleh...

Intro macam ape tapi sebenarnye nak cakap ritu tengok gamba kawan post ape yang die masak2, pastu tgk gamba dekat restaurant sambil telan2 air liur, pastu tibe2 rase nak try2 jugak new recipe...kalau kat rumah En. Majid ni, our everyday meal mesti kene ade sambal. wajib! kalau x, adik-bradik x makan... sambal ikan bilis, sambal kentang, smbal sotong, ayam pedas, sambal telur, daging, u name it as long as it is sambal. So tibe2 rase nak experimenting and this is the result...

Lemon Butter Chicken

la? nak citer tu je ke? yes, finally dah ade update. hahah...reason being, i dont want to post anything yet selagi xtukar blog punye look...bosan dah. but i was soooooo lazy to change it. but i think i hv many things to share...bye!

New Addiction

2010-04-10T04:19:00.000-07:00

Saya sahut seruan Tun Mahathir dan mengamalkan dasar "pandang ke timur"...pandang punya pandang terjumpelah taeyang..(wah it rhymes). hhaha.. shallow gile ko ni asyik post pasal artis je..

pai, tangan urat2 ni mesti ko suke kan? hahah.

sebab suke taeyang;

1.edgy walaupon bermata sepet (nape rase seperti racist, bukan racist cume taste lain..hehe)

2.tapi modest

3.tapi MAN HIS DANCE IS SUPERB!

Ting2. perfect combo!

aside from his singing, yg lain dah smart dah.

Those typical korean fanatics yg gile2kan artis korea nih dulu saya pandang macam hmmm....but now ive become one! Oh tidak! xpelah, sebab taeyang xkesahlah. haha. saiko. tapi kalau Melayu mohawk2 camni xselera lah. biar bersenggah sket.

Ni entry camni nih, tiga bulan lagi confirm nyesal post. haha.

x malu dah...

2010-01-26T07:57:00.000-08:00

Biarlah nak merapu pon, at least ade la update for 2010. Malu la lama2 asyik kat post "bulan baru" tu je..sgt overated and lame...hahah. but at that time it was a big thing so saje decided to join the fun. Nyway, Avatar n Law Abiding Citizen are way better kot. At least good message were conveyed.

Rasa sudah xminat berblogging, ke sebab takde masa, or is it both? Ntah..and i dont know whether this feeling is seasonal ke ape. Tapi sy masih minat bace blog orang lain. Orang lain lagi hebat.

Konon2 2010 nak jadi orang baru. A better me. Hoping to continue that positive vibes of akhir 2009 but i realize something. Istiqamah tu susah.

BULAN BARU

2009-12-12T04:07:00.000-08:00

Since new moon are released, everyone is buzzing more on the two heroes than on the story

itself. agree? well i bet most of you know the heroes are divided, they are apponents. guess who's side im taking? (haha, im being lame, as always!). im with.....

Team Jacob! Before watching it, im into edward sebab konon2 macam cool, but i changed side. Hehe. Sebab, character Jacob yg sweet gile nak mati, boleh dapat kencing manis diabetis. Body hot tu tolak tepi lah, lagho2. haha. Bile sorang tu sweet, die automatically cute. Got it?

Being a wolve, badan Jacob panas je. Bella sejuk, and he kinda said she can hold on to him to keep her warm. (well, something like that) Ok, ni sweet tapi belom kawin x payah la, insaf2. haha.

He's trying hard to protect the girl. Eventhough Bella refuse to listen to him and knowing that he's entering the vamps territory where he, being the wolve could not do anything, Jacob refuse to back down, sanggup ikut je, he said "I wanna make sure u'r safe". Ow, sweet.

Yes, his love for her is genuine and intense. When Alice is taking Bella to save Edward, he said "please don't go"..."Please, im begging u". Sweetness yg membunuh. Dah, stop jiwang2.

p/s: ade yg kata new moon tahi. haha.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji

2009-11-29T08:44:00.000-08:00

sudah hari ke4 tapi masih ucap. 3 hari je kan? xpelah..

mama papa ( i know u'r not reading this tapi...),

Aunty midah memang cakap nak datang and luckily die datang semayang raya skali kat keramat, so i went with her. =)Kalau tak, iylia tak tau nak pergi dengan siape.

Haji Abdul Majid dan Hajah Zanariah, semoga beroleh haji mabrur. amin. Buat kawan2 lain, Salam Aidiladha, semoga kali ini bawa lebih pengertian dan barakah.

Cahaya Hati

2009-11-25T09:17:00.000-08:00

6/11/09

Memandu dari kampus ke Keramat.

Malam hening yang hanya ditemani radio.

Hanya kerana lagu,

Jiwa terkesan. Dalam.

Ya Rabb.

Betullah, siapa yg bagitau opick haritu. Terima kasih, sudah jumpa. Music for the soul. =)

Mission

2009-11-21T07:02:00.000-08:00

or should i call dreams instead? ok, oleh itu saya memerlukan tutor yg boleh bagi crash course tapi dengan free of charge..ade ke...haha, TAPI tu penting eh dalam konteks ni.

1. Nak pandai bahasa arab.
Bila cakap belajar uia, some people have the perception yg kite ni mesti ustazah, pandai cakap arab. Stakat belajar arab komunikasi sampai form3, arab sampai level 2 je kat matrik and that's it, memang tak kemana. Skarang ni sangat jeles kalau dengar orang melayu cakap arab. People with extra language is at advantage, lagilah bahasa Al-Quran. Nikmatnye baca sambil paham kan? Sembahyang pon lebih khusyuk.

2. Nak pandai main guitar
Haha, macam contradict dengan yg atas. I fancy arts and everything related to it, be it photography, style, music, ape2 la. Tak salah kot blaja suke2..saron gamelan dah lepas dah, hehe. Sape boleh ajar a lefty using right handed guitar?

3. Nak pandai swimming.
Penting supaya tak lemas and a good form of exercise. Tapi malangnya, saya xtau.

4. Nak daki Gunung Kinabalu.
Ni kira optional la. Hehe. Shepah kata biar realistik. Kalau die, letak dreams yg mampu capai je. Tak realistik eh semua ni?=p

dream on~

* Semua ni harapan aku je tapi no 1&2 la paling teringin, kalau dapat Alhamdulillah, kalau tak, takpe. =) Maa'ssalamah, wai'lalliko'. haha..salam.

Kebersalahan.

2009-11-21T05:55:00.000-08:00

Rasa bersalah yang amat sangat. I dont mine you giving a friendly call once in a while but i do mine u still asking me out. Bila tak angkat, 3 to 4 times and not returning your calls, u should have understand. No need to call berpuluh2 kali, u've come across pushy when u should not. Tak reti nak cakap no dan tak tau nak buat camane, that's why i've been ignoring your calls. Please, cukuplah. Us is history.

Im sorry. But i refuse to let myself stuck in the condition that leads to nowhere. Because i've moved on and i think u should too. This is so personal and i donno whether u'll read this or not. I just have to let it out because i feel bad, i am.

Caprice

2009-09-13T08:20:00.000-07:00

ok fine, i admit i didnt do justice to this fella, Caprice..haha. Macham hape jeh..ok la, i rephrase my sentence...i take back my word "caprice lelaki terpoyo di Malaysia"...

Sejarahnye tertau sebab tengok di wakenabeb. Its fine that he replied in english when people are talking to him in Bahasa, tapi bile suro translate ke wat lagu Melayu, my brother n i was like poyo gile mamat ni "i dont do malays bla2.." well, something like that..dan lain2 lagi caranya..

Back then i donno he's an artist. Disebabkan shoutawards, then i know. So, with me already had that perception, i saw him treated fans differently at shoutaward showcase at OU. Lagi la i rase memang poyo.

Akan tetapi, my perception changed. Die menolong family menjual lauk pauk di bazar Ramadhan TTDI seperti sambal tempoyak and proud of it. Okay, it looks like the english speaking boy is Melayu habis after all. Promoting his mum's cooking does makes him looks humble.

Standard la rappers have certain ways of conversing i guess. Haha, xtau la this hiphop thingy.

Tazkirah Ramadhan: Kene ambil peluang perbaiki kesilapan. Mintak maaf mulut jahat. Mulai sekarang nak cube 'husnuzzon', sebab Islam pon suroh kite bersangka baik. Jangan teros 'jump into conclusion' dan buat assumption sendiri. They may have their own reason of doing certain things they do that we might not know or think of. Mari husnuzzon people!

pergh..1 entry pasal die saje..aku memang x boleh belah.

Men

2009-08-29T10:54:00.000-07:00

"Men are like shoes. A couple is like a left and right foot, and out there is your perfect fit. Sometimes you need to change styles and shop around to find it. Sometimes you have to break styles in, sometimes you feel like something that is unstylish but comfortable, and sometimes a style - as much as you like it - just doesn't suit you and will never fit."

Camilla Morton

p/s: cari la kasut yang sesuai dan selesa..=)

Bulan Puase

2009-08-29T10:14:00.000-07:00

Sekarang dah bulan puasa la...nampak sangat dah lama x update.

Alesha cakap... "SELAMAT HARI PUASE!"...tapi bukan time dalam gamba tu la. Semalam nampak shepah bukak cerita Perempuan bekalung sorban kat laptop kadek...cantik bawang putih tu pakai tudung....tengok cite Nur Kasih jugak..sopan je watak utama dua2 cerita ni..sorang sopan berpakaian, sorang lagi sopan adab...nak cube jadi sopan jugak la...hihi.

p/s:nampak cam hidayah raziap kan kat belakang tuh...hehe.

Bulan Penoh

2009-08-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

Ramai tapi sendiri..
Riuh tapi sunyi..

kadang-kadang.

masih ade family,
masih ade teman-teman,
itu yang penting...kan?
crap!

biasalah..
bila asignment2, kuiz2, presentation2,keje..
bikin jiwa tekanan!
mesti luah!
dulu ada orang dengar..
sekarang kat sini..
takpe..taknak mencari dan dicari lagi.
dulu dah cukup. penat.
bosan dengan ending yang tak habis-habis.

im a misfit,
canggung.

life isn't a bed of rosses,
its a roller coster journey.
sekarang aku kat bawah..
tak best.
jiwa kacau.

Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan..Amin.

Do they get my point?

2009-06-29T10:57:00.000-07:00

Hari tu menolong Rafiq membuat kerja sekolah dan saye berusaha bersungguh-sungguh menerangkan maksud 'sambil' dan 'lalu'. Percubaan saya menerangkan maksud 'lalu' selepas explain 'sambil' lebih kurang la camni;

Acu : kalo sambil tu buat 2 bende dalam time yang same, 'lalu' ni plak lepas habis buat satu bende ni, selepas tu baru bley jadi lg satu bende. contohnya, Rafiq pergi ke kedai 'lalu' membeli roti. Lepas Rafiq pegi kedai dulu, baru beli roti.

Rafiq : Roti ape?

haa?????

Selepas berkaroake bersama cicit n kadek di jj keramat, berbincang tentang liburan di awal sem depan.
Aniz : nantikan weh, bukak sem nanti kite beli la kat pasar malam ke, cd banyak2 eh..

Cit : pastu?

Aniz : pastu TENGOK la!

**sori la, nak jugak letak gamba yg same 2 kali...ia perlu bagi i.hahha.

Guilty as Charge.

2009-06-19T03:15:00.000-07:00

Pengakuan bersumpah. Saya telah melanggar undang2 tubuh diri sendiri dengan membeli barangan boikot ketika terdapat alternative lain. Saya telah membeli Burgerking pada hari sabtu lepas dan KFC semalam. Kesalahan pertama adalah ketika di Masjid Jamek:
Cousinku: Iylia x lapar ke?
Aku: Lapar jugak.
Cousinku : Makan dulu nak? Nak makan Mcdonald ke,burgerking ke mamak?
Aku: Mamak kat mane?
Cousinku: Ntah la, xtau sebenarnye.
Aku: Iylia boikot sebenarnye Mcdonald, KFC sume tu...
Cousinku: O ye ke..kite boikot mamak sebab kotor..hehe..
Saya pon bersetuju untuk makan di burgerking supaya tetamu yg dibawa ke rumah dan jalan2 berasa selesa. Not to justify my action, but I chose Burgerking over Mcdonalds because McDonalds Corporation whose global headquarters is based outside Chicago is a major corporate partner of the Jewish United Fund and Jewish Federation. Through its Israel Commission, the Jewish United Fund "works to maintain American military, economic and diplomatic support for Israel; monitors and, when necessary, responds to media coverage of Israel". Dan Januari lalu mereka donate all 5days profit to the israeli wars.

Kawan2ku begitu lapar semalam dan semuanye telah decide makan di KFC for dinner. Im just waiting at the table not wanting to eat at first, but after i saw nabil's meal, OMG laparla pulak..dan saye tewas dgn nafsu itu. Walaupun Johor Holdings dah beli KFC M'sia, sumbody told me, royalty tetap perlu bayar. Sorry Palestinians if my money will be used against you.

Malam Puisi Utusan

2009-06-19T02:22:00.000-07:00

To tell u the truth, im not really looking forward to hear them all berpuisi..=p. Saye ke sane, with one mission n 1 mission alone. Utk melihat dengan bijik mate saye sendiri sambil mendengar dari kotak suare empunye badan sendiri ketike mengalunkan puisi dan melodi mereka, bukan dari radio ataupon televisyen mahupon speaker laptop. Live ya'all!(suddently become hiphop).. Kalau dpt bergambar bersame lagilah satu bonus.

Owh, keterujaanku x dapat di"put into words", pabila mlm puisi ini akan dimeriahkan oleh hujan, terletak hanye berdekatan ngn rumahku syurgaku dan yang paling penting PERCUME! Bwk badan je dik non, dan kamera la (sebagai bahan bukti dan of course kenangan). Ketike di backstage, mila n hafiz pon ade tapi biarlah mereka dengan gerombolan mereka, saye dengan mission saye.

Mission accomplished after two years of dreaming.

bonus

*aku tidaklah lepas hujan je terus pulang, tengoklah siti sekali alang2. 10.30pm off we go. Pyan Habib paling mendapat sambutan.

Perihal Gamelan..

2009-06-05T07:43:00.000-07:00

Kawan2 tau kan saye ke terengganu tempoh hari...ya, kg si shepah tu, sempena Sambutan 44 Tahun PSSCM yg macam taun lepas wat kat uia...ala, yg aku amik sijil tu..xingat?..ok, fine la, aku letak gamba (saje je, padahal memang nak tunjuk pon)

ok cukup. kecik je sbb gamba ni xde kaitan ngan tajuk..this year's event was at UMT. During the convo ceremony this year, I cant help but notice the beautiful sound that fills the hall, aish pe lagi, gamelan la..hihi..dorg main lagu timang burung weh...terbangga pulak tau lagu ape dorg main, i siap kira2 note lg 552 3235 3565...( budak2 recreation, ke swimming whatsoever mesti ckp eleh mcm no tepon pizza hut je sbb dengki)

Last year pon ade, tp time tu, what freaking song were they playing pon xtau sbb x amik skill gamelan lagi (haha, promote ni)..

Semalam browsing through youtube tgk vidoe bdk2 kaed(inspired by cepah), terjumpa klip gamelan uia, one leads to another sampaila ke caklempong budak uitm...serius hebat weh, (HENS pul tu, 2 yg penting sebenarnye)...haha,xde la...bonang yg byk gile tu dimainkan dgn pantas dan tuntas dgn 2 tangan membuatkan aku rase saron baron yg ketuk skali tu permainan baby2 plak...at least saron pekin bley la berbangga ketuk 2 kali( mesti bdk2 recreation ke swimming whatsoever tu x phm kan gamelaners?...hhaha) Korg mesti tgk jugak, aku pakse ni..

hebat kan?kan? rindu sama gamelan, x sabar untuk skill gamelan2..hee~

Eye Candy

2009-05-23T11:11:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys for being cheezy and all...ye la, posting celeb's pics plak...but i can't help it, his hotness is overwhelming. (hahaha..statement xbley bla)ow, but minus the hairy chest..Well, i noe he's not cit's cup of tea..she once said she prefered Chase Crawford over him. What? duh..(now i become more n more lame discussing celebs plak, haish..)N Kadeq, jgn suke2 cakap taste aku cam bangla eh...
Ima mesti totally setuju ngan aku..hello, hello..kan ima? (haha, xpasal) Cheers to imah!

*so what about u guys? who's your celebrity crush? aku dh tau dh shepah, anas tahir..haha, bocor rahsia.

MAS Hospitality?

2009-05-14T07:53:00.000-07:00

Ini adalah muke pelanggan yg berpuas hati. This is not me. Jangan keliru.

The only good things i can say about MAS is the food. Owh, n the stewards are ok, mesra dan servis baik. The stewardess on the other hand, sux, big time. This is what u get when u gave me poor services. haha.

Incident 1

Kepala de sikit pening, Utusan that i took was left unread. Ainon took Utusan as well. Before we take our nap, kami selit Utusan in our front compartment. Aku dah jage bile die ckp akan mendarat kat labuan bla2..The stewardes began collecting the newspapers when Ainon is still sleeping. She took mine n i said;

ME: Lagi 1 tu biar dulu la (refering to Enon's coz i wanted to read it)

STEWARDES: Bile nak bace? (still waiting for me to pass it)

(kerek gile, suke ati la nak bace bile2...but i still hand it to her. Plane tu mendarat di Labuan lebey kurang setengah jam pas tu n we were on the same flight to KK. Klu aku nak bace pon sempat je..keco.)

Incident 2

Kami transit di labuan sebelum ke KK selama 40 minit n for that time being, kami hanya stay on board while the plane is less than half full. Keluarlah si stewardes tadi with her tray of orange juice. Bile ingat balik, she's not offering us the juice pon tapi jalan straight je as i come to remember that Cit ask for it, "Kak, nak air bley"..then she stop. Some of us took the juice and Cit put her crumpled Ferrero Rocher wraper on the tray.

STEWARDES: Amik balik sampah tu bley tak? (cit amik balik, die blah)

KITORG: ( speechless, looking at each other) How rude is that??

Incident 3

Kat Sabah, MAS yg jage counter sungguh uncooperative(dgn isu lugage) dan sangat annoying, sy pon mls nak type lagi dan anda pon mls nak bace lagi dgn berkate "pahal Aniz type panjang2 ni, malas aku nak bace"...cume ape yg nak saye katekan, stewardess die ngn lelaki bley bagi senyuman yg manis, tapi dengan kami 9 gadis layan cam haram, how can i say..sexist to their own kind? With their owh-im-so-hot-but-kerek-so-smack-me-in-the-face look.

Kesimpulannya, by lowering the fares, its fine for MAS to cut the cost here and there, like collecting back the newspapers, but come on..'cutting' the quality of the services as well?

The Land Below The Wind

2009-05-12T10:13:00.000-07:00

Saya memang pemalas..that explains y after so many weeks of hols, i finally post an entry. Cite dh x hot..tp nk post jgk. ahaks. Lihatlah aksi2 jakun kami 10 0rang, mmg x penah g Sabah pon, tp de 2 org tu penah la.

1st day : Not much going on, we just hang out n membute in kadek's room on the evening n went to Pasaraye Survey, 3 mins drive from her house at nite to find stuff 4 2morrow's bbq.

2nd day; bbq at Teluk Likas. It takes like forever 2 lite up the choal 4 bbq. Thanx to wonderwoman pie, after so many hours trying, we finally manage to have a decent bbq meal. Beautiful scenery, not so beautiful beach. Hehe, air hitam berpasir...its so euw but we played with it anyhow. Ptg tu, we went to UMS, i got to c Nabil! rindu ko. After Magrib, we went back to Kadek's.

3rd day; Kundasang, Gerai Pekan Nabalu, War Memorial, picnic at Hotspring Poring.... my fav place of all is the the war memorial..the garden, the views is simply magical.

4th day; Lunch at Tanjung Ara, the food is just ok, but the place is nice. We went to One Borneo, they got to meet Rosyam Noor coz there happened to b an audition there but pie, me, tiqa n teha were cruising the mall 4 different mission; find cit's sandals n tiqa's bag. We went to pasar ape ntah at nite where they were loads of merchandise lah, rambang mata but i already got mine at Pekan Nabalu so i didnt spent much there. We spent the nite at Marina Court.

5th day; The day i've been waiting for, Pulau Manukan. 1st time kot naik bot rasenye, my 1st time snorkeling, and banana boat..haha. Having to enjoy it with your beloved frens is priceless. My awful sunburn is totally worth it. After Asar we went to Pasar Philiphine, and had our dinner at Sutera Harbour, a treat by Azah yg baik hati, ima's fren.

6th day; Pasar Philiphine, checkout from Marina Court to Kadek's. KKIA-KLIA, dinner at Rawsha Ampang, HOME SWEET HOME.

Thanx to each of u that make this an enjoyable trip. Not just the places we've been, the journey dlm unser yg sumbat 10 org tu pon fun. Gazilion thanx to Kadek n fam for their generosity and kindness. What a beautiful experience.=)

Missing them..

2009-04-13T03:13:00.000-07:00

nephews and niece. rafiq si abg, raziq si whinning, zarif si comel lote, alesya si princess one n only..

ingatkan balik kejap ri jumaat ri2 bley jumpe skali rafiq raziq. tapi dorang dah g ngaji n tros balik ampang. alesha pon x ikut plak amik rafiq raziq, xdpt jumpe si kenit tu. last jumpe zarif, die nangis sgt2 sampai dada berombak, nafas bunyi2..takut. he's not well then, hopefully getting better. ee geram, zarif yg comel.

ala,k.niz dah xkeje astro..xdapat g konsert2 free lagi..huhu. gud luck with ur new job nway!

Bragging..

2009-04-11T06:10:00.000-07:00

Selama ni singgah2 je jengok blog, ape kabar gamaknye, sihat ke x, tp sgt malas nak post. OK, updates sepanjang 2 bulan. After so many years knowing Odah, i finally got to hang out with her. Zaman skola2 dulu mak die x bagi, but maybe she realize now that Odah dah besar, dh bley jadi bini org pon. This was so last month.

That's also the time when i bought a long dress that i was long aiming for but couldnt find a cheap one and a suitable occasion(if i do buy it). But thanx to the trip to Sabah this end of April, i find one good reason y i should and the long dress is only rm39! Imagine that.

Problem is (but not for me), it has too much patterns and colors that bother mama and abg naz damn much. "OMG IYLIA!!",katanye. eh,since when abg naz pandai gune ayat2 sebegini? "FYI ABGNAZ, IDC..whatever!" dont blame me if i like the flavors of 'say cheese' when ur definition of sedap is the typical 'chocoholic'. ok, JSUK, im talking Big Apple now.

'Sirah Junjungan' been there, seen that. It was good but sadly, umat2 x berminat cerita2 islamic. PGL, penuh, bile SJ, kosong. Not that im an avid theater follower. This was just my 2nd time. My 1st was 'Randai' with mama n papa kat ampang suatu mase dulu. Ow, x sempat g Sabah, i wore the dress sudah. Huhu..n Fatin is among of many who praise my dress la (bukan belagak, just a shoutout for mama n abgnaz). Hihi.

This was yesterday;
Izyan : Allah salallahu alaihi wassalam.
Iylia & Mama : (gelak x ingat dunia). Allah subhana wa ta'ala la..

Teros boikot selagi boleh!

2009-02-21T07:19:00.000-08:00

Mungkin ramai yg dah bosan dengan perkataan nih, mungkin de jugak yg cakap "lambat la ko, dah basi dah pon"...bukan xnak cakap dari dulu, cuma xde kesempatan. Xpe, selagi orang Islam xde kesedaran, selagi tu mesej perlu disampaikan, dipesan kerana manusia mudah lupe (saye juge). Marah, sedih meluap2 on the massacre of the innocent palestinians and grave damages caused by the israel laknat masih belum reda, isu masih belom selesai.

Di kala segelintir umat2 happy celebrating their new year, saudara kite di Gaza masih bergelut dihujani bom2 and fighting for their lives. What is it like being in that state of condition, being oppresed for decades, chances being kill at any time? And if we do survive, we left with nothing but debrees and memories of the deceased. Adekah kite setabah dorang? mungkin sebab tu Allah x tempatkan kita kat situ. Palestinians hanye mampu melawan gunekan batu. Israel punya support yg hebat, dorg pegang ekonomi, juge kawal politik. Sampai bile kite mahu

laknat berkuase malah menyumbang kat mereka utk mbunuh saudara kite sendiri? People, its about time, please choose to care.

Smoga saya pon x hot2 chicken shit (hangat2 tahi ayam). Entri ni agak serius, so penggunaan ayat2 skema x dapat dielakkan. Harap maklum.

2009 1st update.

2009-01-17T06:04:00.000-08:00

Im supposed to do it like in the very beginning of 2009 kot but wth, i've been tagged n i just want to get it done. Just bear in mind, i may not give the same answer if i redo the survey. Its just what i could think of at that point. but i do think real hard "is it really in 2008?or was it this year?".makcik pelupe..

2008 Awards
Best day Award- Konvo Silat Cekak
Best Memory Award - with the one i used to be with. bittersweet moments.
Best Friend Award - Those who are there when im in need.
New Friend Award - sapekah?sy x de kwn baru sgt pon.
Best Enemy Award - My lazyness
Song of The Year - Im Yours
Movie of the year - Quantom of Solace
Male Singer of the year - Faizal Tahirkah?
Female singer of the year - my vote goes to Yuna
Duo/Band of the year - Hujan
Actor of the year - Penn Bradley
Actress of the year - Keira Knightly
TV program of the year - John & Kate plus 8
DJ of the year - Farah Fauzana?
TV host of the year - Oprah Winfrey
Scandal of the year - Memey Gedix n Norman Gatal
Best Hang Out Spot - bilik shepah n the gang (markas gossip girls)
Best Cinema - TGV (popcorn die lg sedap)
Best Eating Place - Planet Tomyam
Best Bowling Spot - times square(i rarely bowl)
Best Bookshop - kinokuniya(as if i always go there)
Best Shopping Spot - place of good bargain n sales!
Best Karaoke Spot - Redbox best, karaoke jamban pon sonok!
Mostly Done Activity - talk n talk n talk
Best Website - Facebook
Other awards you would like to give
Best Things Ever - finally listen to my guts, getting a fresh start n fresh look on life.
9 people you wanna tag- nabil, zilla, sue, sape2 yg blom wat.sila2.

Quote of the Day

2008-12-27T06:09:00.000-08:00

Alkisah nyamok tempoh hari sebenarnye bernama chikungunya. Comel betol name tuan hamba.

Aku terime mesej dari Ieb siang tadi. Sangat bermakne, make me look at the bright side. Tapi mestilah, aku sedia percaye yang setiap yang berlaku pasti ade hikmahnye. Allah Maha Mengetahui. Tapi kadang2 biase la, sedih kadang datang main cak2 plak ngan aku...Sunyi plak x malu tiap2 hari nak singgah. Thanx ieb, aku senyum lepas dapat mesej tibe2 ko. Camne bley tibe2 ingat aku ni? Dah tu bagi mesej cam perli baek punye. Hehe. Kepada kawan2 ku yg dah menjanda sekalian (haha, sape yg terase nasibla) ini juge untuk kalian supaya lebih berfikiran positif.

"Memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kite dengan orang yg salah supaya kite sedar bahawa ALLAH Maha Pemurah & Penyayang kerana mengingatkan kite bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita & kehidupan kita pd masa depan. Memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa cinta yg terbaik hanya ada bersama ALLAH. Maka jagalah cintamu kpd ALLAH..nescaya cinta2 lain akan menyusul...=)"

Tapi, walaupun aku berjumpa org yg salah ( not the right one for me) tp aku tetap bersyukur. I've learn a lot. Die buka mata aku pada kesusahan and keep my feet on the ground. Aku x mintak pilihan & kehidupan yg hebat. Cukup la yg sesuai dengan aku. Haha, gile deep entry nih. Jangan gelakkan aku k.

Mama dan nyamuk cicunya

2008-12-19T03:27:00.000-08:00

Mama suroh aku sapu kt depan sebelom die sampai rumah n park kreta kat situ. Aku pkai short je n mls nk 2kar suar, aku sarong jubah dan berselendang. Dulu aku slambe je kuar2 depan umah x pakai tudung. Mutakhir ni(wah,ayatku), aku sendiri rase pelik. Jiran lelaki aku baye Izyan kejap nampak aku pkai, kejap nampak xpkai. Malu plak aku, die dh la kaki masjid. Aku pon bukak pintu sapu sampah dengan membongkokkan badanku sedikit gaye nenek2.

Mak aku pon sampai..aku tgh sapu lg, die hon2. Aku ingat die soh bukak gril depan tu, rupenye soh tutup pintu umah aku nnt nyamok msok. " Iylia, skarang ni denggi bukan dr nyamok aedes je tau, nyamok cicunya pon"..aku drag sampah ke tepi, bukak gril n mak aku pon msokkan keta.

Dustpan plak xde. Aku g amik kt blakang, aku masok dlm rumah. Pastu aku bukak pintu nak kuar balik n start gunekan dustpan tersebut. Mak aku mjerit dr dlm rumah.." Iylia, ni nape biar pintu bukak balik ni? bahaye nnt klu nyamok cicunya masok. hish, budak2 ni x pham2 la."

Dah siap sapu sume, aku msok rumah. Mak aku meneruskan syarahannya, biasela dulu kan cikgu.."iylia tau x nyamuk sikunya tu bley wat lumpuh sendi2 sume bla22..." (tbe2 dgr cam mama kate nyamuk sikunya plak, name sebenar die wallahualam, mls nak bertanya lebey lnjut)

Lagu ini pon memerliku

2008-12-19T00:54:00.000-08:00

Damn, really describing what i felt that time. 16/12/08.
Dan mungkin masih sampai skarang..ye ke?tak2. im so over it.
Shepah, jom gelak same2.

Yuna Dan Sebenarnya (klik la utk dgr lagu skali)
oh bulan
enggan melayan diriku lagi
pabila, air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila, kau bersama yg lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

ku enggan , berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan, melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu telah menular dalam diri
pabila, kau bersama yang lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

pabila kau merenung matanyaku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku oh–

TAG

2008-12-18T23:30:00.000-08:00

OK, I'VE BEEN TAGGED BY CIT & SHEPAH

1. Take a recent picture of yourself OR take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.

3. Post that picture with NO editing.

4. Post these instructions with your picture.

5. Tag people to do this. ( yg len sudah ditag, so nabil je la)

since im currently not covering my aurah now, i can't just take a picture and post it. I have to change= need to ikat n sanggul my hair n wear the tudung. So bye2 rule number 2. I put the MOST recent photo of me instead.

Taken by the 2nd tagger.

but, u cant really c my face dont u? i noe its unfair...hee~ to make up for it i put another pic yg mukeku lebey terpampang but with a fren. Yea, it only ask for A recent PICTURE(with no S) but wth. ( aku nk 2njuk jgk gmba jln2 g necklace mcm korg ^_^)

suddently decided to put another 1

I took those 3 from shepah, xtau la die de edit ke x. Klu de its not my fault, put the blame on her! HAHA.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA

2008-12-08T08:02:00.000-08:00

This was on the eve of Aidil Adha.

Izyan : Iylia, esok hari raya haji ke hari raya korban?
Hari raya Korban kan?

Aku : ( GIVE HIM THAT LOOK, with a good 5 second pause)
Izyan, Raya Haji ngan Raye Korban tu SAMELAH!!

ANAZ IZYAN

Kevjumba

2008-12-06T09:50:00.000-08:00

While browsing through you tube to see if by any chance karnival wajadiri2 nye vid de yg download disitu( mmg xde pon, i thought so), i came across vids by Kevin (he goes by the name Kevjumba). Actually i saw this like a couple weeks back but i seriously want to show it to u guys. He is wickedly funny and boy, he got grooves. Check this out;

TAIPING

2008-12-04T08:14:00.000-08:00

Familiku (excluding izyan n abgnaz) went to Taiping last sunday for my cousin's wedding and balik kl the next day. Since nenek meninggal, kitorg dah jarang balik taiping. I dont want to eloborate much. Let the pictures do the talking.

The Wedding

the pengantin, the pelamin n the flowergirls

We arrived late, at 3pm and went back to our hotel at 5.30pm. From our hotel room, kitorg nampak funfair dekat aje! Aku yg tua bangka ni pon excited pe lagi si kenit2 kak niz tu. We wanted to have our dinner at the famous Keuy Tiaw Doli, tapi full house i tell u! Hajat x kesampaian, makan kat tempat lain. Lepas mkn ape lagi....

The Funfair

The next day, aktiviti wajib sebelum balik dari taiping = makan cendol. Lepas tu aku la ngade2 nak tangkap gamba kat Lake Garden Taiping before balik ke kl.

The Lake Garden

im seriously vain. HAHA.

A MIX OF EVERYTHING

2008-12-03T06:12:00.000-08:00

1. i've received messages from Fateha on 21st Nov while i was in BMI. I was shock, geram, tension, sedey, sume ade. I wanted to post it but i dont know, i just didnt, until now. I guess its because i dont want to let it get into me..haha. But eventually i do have to face it and add up one more thing to my plan during this hols = studying OB. Imagine sitting for the same paper without even failing. Follow the link to know more about this stupid incident. Here.

2. Whats up with the celebs these days? Skang musim orang cerai berai..isteri2 mintak cerai. I guess they saw how strong Abby and Nora Danish stood up for their principle and manage to survive. Ye la they have their own problems and who are we to judge. Tapi cam sgt ramai, its insane. Mcm culture plak jadinye. Zakiah Anas, Wife Radhi OAG, Siti Fairus ( xtau pon sape, tp sokkabar kate artis), erma wife seri bayu?...ape2 pon, wishing them all bahagia. Women are now able to stand on their own feet, laki buat taik bye2 la ko.

3. Regarding Yoga practise. Its about time that they declared it haram. Actually, aku tau dah lame, not that i read or done research about it or anything but my silat coach ( now the penyelia of kelas latihan uia En. Fuad Arshad) pernah cakap pasal ni, long before mufti kate haram. See, martial arts is not all about physical but something deeper, spiritual, things like that. It all started when his colleague at BNM, a chinese expressed his concern on Malays(Muslims) yang sgt suke blaja seni culture lain cam taek wan do, yoga, pilates yang semestinya connecting to our inner side, and closely related with something spiritual, religion. Silat Cekak (idk bout other Silat) warisan Melayu pon adalah base on Islam, pergerakan solat dan asas2 Islam. Xmustahil seni2 lain pon are taken from their religion. Kawan Cina ni ckp Yoga adalah pergerakan2 dewa2 Buddha, taek wan do pon related to buddha, x berdosa ke orang Islam buat bende ni? Cine pon boley risau untuk kite, nape kite sndiri xbley pikir. So kawan, renung2 kan dan selamat beramal.

4. Ni aku rase nak sepak2 je so called society yg kononnye pertahankan human rights. Ble mufti kate Haram, this applies to MUSLIMS. Gays and Yoga are haram for Muslims, so be it. Klu ko bukan Muslim, back off! Mind your own business. U dont have the right to lashed on the fatwa because it doesnt concerns u at all, ko nak jd gay ke nak practise yoga ke, suke hati ko la. And arguing with stupid comments and argument kosong make me sick. Go read the Quran or get sufficient knowledge on the basics/fundamental of Islamic teaching before u even say a word. U know nothing about Islam but u want to argue smthing bout it. DUH? and to those protester of Selangor yg nak go naked, korg go to Hollywood je la. Kat sini xleh masok media, sbb xrated. Klu kat sane gamba korg mesti laku. At least u got the attention u seek tapi kat sini u got cought je la stupid. And Sisters in Islam, y d hell are u 'labeling' yourselves Islam in the 1st place? Please, its sickening.

MENGARUT

2008-12-02T07:58:00.000-08:00

Argh~
Kemalasan melanda-landa... (note: adiylia majid seorang yg pemalas sejak azali lg)
Aku mau update blog ni, aku mau cerite banyak ni tapi...
malasnye~
nantilah.
ok, my fav quote as always "nantilah". ok (^_^)y
btw, sundae coklat kini lebey murah rm3 to rm2. Sila dptkannye di McD berhampiran anda. Tawaran hanya sah sehingga 7 Dec ini. Cepat!! I want one!

GIRLS DAY OUT

2008-11-28T10:06:00.000-08:00

It was last monday when i went out with my girls; nabil, ino n wani (note: nabil is a girl). I wait for years (sure im exagerating) to finally go out with them. Last time we hang out was during the previous semester break, which was also a mid year hols. I didnt take short sem at that time.

I just called nabil utk ajak kuar ramai2, but basically she do the calling. Susah nak tunggu sume orang cuti nih. But hajar still got exams n netball game whatsoever. So she's out of the picture..haha, nx time la babe. Ko mmg ade2 je. On last minute Mimi couldn't join because her 100bugs just went down the drain to settle out saman on losing matric card n room keys. So she's currently not in the mood of kuar2.."katanya" . Ieb plak demam, so she could'nt make it.

Originally, ino wanted to go to times square to play bowl there, but mimi objects. Nak g sogo je, bley karaoke n jalan2 Maju Junction jap tengok barang. We hv agreed on that, so bile mimi xjadi pegi pon, we still went there. Well as usual, Nabil was the 1st to arrive (but she was still late an hour though..hehe). Typical me, being casually late, i was still cought in the traffic jam tp sangat dekat dah. Tu pon it took me like 30 minutes utk sampai kat nabil ( after parking n all. i parked outside sogo, cheaper, rm3.90 per entry ^_^ but of course lebey jauh). Xde pe sangat pon sogo, no sales n they are renovating. We head to McD, really starving at 2pm. Then came Wani, followed by Ino.

After we had our stomach full, kitorg pon g karaoke, but not at the exclusive redbox but only at karaoke jamban rm1 per song..huhu. At first nabil n ino were like "xnak2, ktorg xnak nyanyi, korg je la nyanyi, kitorg tengok je'. Last2, when they saw wani n i had fun singing, they are all pump up. Dorg plak excited nak nyanyi lagi..haha. So we were like back and forth to the counter to buy the tokens. God knows how many songs we sang that day..haha. Nabil kate "best la, nnt nak karaoke lagi la"..haha. We sang our lungs out smpai sakit2 tekak. Sumbang pon sumbang la janji happy.(^_^)y

AHMED DEEDAT

2008-11-26T10:57:00.000-08:00

My brother, izyan showed me a clip of this wonderful wise man. I was awed and amazed with his knowledge and how he put it through his words. He had successfully explained the beauty of Islam that has always been misunderstood by the ignorance and the truth about the religion. Sheikh Ahmad Deedat, was a south african and a very respected man. He died after 6 years suffering from strok. I was slightly terkejut and sad rather when i finally found out about it, the loss of a great man. If only Muslims can produce tons of Ahmad Deedats. In 1993, Majalah 3 went to South Africa, they did a coverage on this Muslim scholar, but his already bed ridden at the time.

KARNIVAL WAJADIRI IPT KBGSAAN PSSCM

2008-11-23T05:25:00.000-08:00

I just got back from BMI last nite, after almost a whole day of work n fun. It was the 2nd wajadiri, ( the 1st one was last year, organized by UIA) and our neighbour BMI need some hands. So jumaat hari tu ktorg gerak pegi BMI. It was 8 of us all together. Bile duduk kt JPM ( klu uia pgl OR) tgh tunggu utk dibagi keje, BMI committees kuar masok la bilik tu. Tbe2 bley jumpe x-schoolmate lak, amzar kt situ. Dulu kat konvo sijil rendah cekak pn jumpe sorang schoolmate, die cwgn kepong kot xsilap (wani kate name die azim).

Jumaat xde pe sgt. After briefing and all, we were taken to a lil tour of tempat2 the event will take place kt BMI tu. Kul 11pm, since we hvn't had our dinner yet, ktorg g planet tomyam n then to uptown, sebab de yg x bwk kasut n tudung biru 4 tomorrow. So they just wanted 2 buy those stuff there, dkt je pon danau kota. Kitorg incharge of the handing out of foods (participants, juries, vips) so there were like 2 tents provided n dewan mkn. Esok pg, sabtu we were there as early as 7, as participants will take their breakfast. Xde masalah pon, sbb ktorg tdo kat hostel BMI. Keje kitorg continues each meal time la basically; lunch n tea break.

Tp time2 kosong tu ktorg bley tgk ipt2 competing. There were 4-5 categories each for female n male. Best, dis year the competition utk bdk2 laki mmg stiff, team bgos2. Even Kolej TLDM yg tip top last year pn x menang pe2 dis year. Tapi wanita, UIA mmg hebat dlm setiap kategori. Their hard work pays, they won 1st in all the categories n juara keseluruhan wanita. Tahniah korg! Bangga wp x msok. Hehe. This year wajadiri rse lagi best sbb i see familiar faces n meet new friends, komiti2 bmi yg friendly. Thanx 4 welcoming us.

*gamba x sempat amik byk, batery camera habis.

Mac/iPod Discovery Week @ Pavilion KL Concourse

2008-11-20T04:48:00.000-08:00

* This is the detail on my fulfilled plan number 7
Its on last Sunday, November 16th. Well, if its about seing bands performing, it would hv been with cicit/fateha. She rang me to tell bout that event and of course i said yes. It started at 4 but we arrived a bit late. Cit came to Keramat from sg.buloh to fetch me at a nearby petronas. My dad was on his way out, so he drop me there as cit is not familiar with the place. It rains heavily at the time but it does not prevent us from going. We basically followed the map drew by my dad along the way to Pavilion, sebab x ingat jalan, takut sesat...haha. Yuna was still performing at the time. Thank God. But we only manage to hear 2 songs from her. Its ok though because i got to hear 'After Midnight' live. Then, there were Couple with their songs. I had a delicious Jco donut before we went home. It couldnt get even better. The day was great, thanx Cit.

My New Crush

2008-11-16T21:54:00.000-08:00

Well, Nanny Diaries didnt do much for me..but i've watched Disturbia last week at HBO and i suddently admires that kiddo Shia LaBeouf..haha. I know that he's starring in Transformers, Indiana Jones and Eagle Eye, all of which i haven't seen. But before, im not really into him because of his babyface and jambu look. Im not that excited to see him in a movie but only in eagle eye because the trailer seems great. But after watching this, seriously my perception changed. His acting and personality in that movie wows me. I begin to feel that his kinda cute though yet smart and rough looking with his appearance and acting style. His side kick, that asian guy's acting is good too, they are so natural and funny. See the trailer; http://www.disturbia.com/

*ow, n the girl has seriously smoking body. if only mine were like that.haha.

Wishlist/ Plan/ Whatever u may call it

2008-11-14T09:45:00.000-08:00

All to be done during this 5 weeks holiday!

* checked/ done!

*must be done!

g tengok movie after exam is over * (its James Bond, Quantom of Solace. All i can say is that the money spent was worth it)
buy a shoe * (i dont get the black peep toe that i wanted, n not the blue wedges either. Shepa influenced me to buy a beige pointing shoe with 2-3 inch heel sbb murah gile kt vinci. I actually wanted to buy the red one at first)
Present 4 Abgnaz's Birthday * (i got it from Isetan, KLCC..a very good deal, Izyan likes it too)
scaling * (only cost me rm2 at gov clinic at kramat. I went there alone. Well, im an independent woman nw, a trooper..haha)
Buat Facebook *
Update my blog *
Mac/iPod Discovery Week @ Pavilion KL Concourse- Yuna, Couple * (not only we got to c yuna n couple, but andy flop poppy as well. not that im excited to c him,but just informing)
Watch Nanny Diaries * (x best sangat pon. Not as entertaining as i was expected)
Committee for BMI -Pertandingan Wajadiri IPT Kebangsaan Silat Cekak Msia *
Go out with my buddies, my long-time-havent-seen schoolmates especially *
Tidy up bilik tgh yg full with boxes from the renovation. *
decorating *
Try McD new meal 4 madagascar 2. *
Fish Spa with Mama *
Buy a jeans *
Supporter 4 Sukan Universiti Asia *

My Diary

2008-11-13T06:29:00.000-08:00

I typed these from my laptop during the exam week, and i dont hv on9 coverage at the time.

Life Change, People Move On

Date : 2.11.2008
Time : 8.30 pm

I can’t be lying and said that single life is better. To be honest, I’m still adjusting myself but im doing okay now, not great, just fine. I’m slowly getting better, sure with tears once in a while (bocor rahsia aku). Learning to stand on my own feet and discovering myself after depending too much on others for years. This is what I want so I should be able to live with it. Allah help me through n through, it’s the fact that we sometimes forget (I, i mean). Hanya mencari disaat hiba. I know things happen for a reason. I should accept whatever that had happened. Be grateful, because He knows best.
Jiha save me a seat. Im joining your club! Hahaha…section open.

Moment to ponder

Date : 3.11.2008
Time : 7.15 pm

“In life, Allah may not give you the things that you want, but He gives you the things that you need. To remind you of whom you are and what you should be.”

Nabila forwarded this message to me long time ago. It struck me deep at first. I sometimes keep saying this to myself to keep my feet on the ground. Im thankful to be given to meet the people I’ve met, I’ve loved and those I’ve befriended with. Sorry mama, for always being ungrateful.

Shubi duap pappa..

Date : 4.11.2008
Time : 9.05 pm.

3 down, 2 more to go….coming up next is Business Ethics paper on 8/11 and Financial Management 1 the next day. But I don’t feel like studying right now. I went to JJ Wangse Maju after fiqh paper this afternoon. I want to add up more to Fairus presents. I end up buying a sunglass and a blouse for myself. I still got Fairus’s stuff though. I went looking for shoes too, a black peep toe shoe, instead a blue wedges sandals at Nose caught my eye. Still, I don’t know whether I should buy it or not.
Ow, Enon and Ima were there with me. The rest mrayap tempat len. Shepa n cit went to watch Hanayuri Dango movie at KLCC..nak tengok jugak! But it shows late in the evening, I’ve got things to do and I really, I mean really have to watch my spending. I have loads of things to buy but I’m running out of money so I allow myself to only ONE movie ticket. So I’ll save my pleasure for the last, which is after my final is over. Money! I need u! Ow, and the Sabahan girl went out with her father. That’s all I can crap for now. xoxo.

Finally, Pie's present.

tagged by fateha.

2008-11-12T23:49:00.000-08:00

Fateha kate i've been tagged..n i need to answer this survey..
I dont really feel like doing it, tapi sebab ko cit, aku wat la..huhu

1. 7 ciri wanita/lelaki idaman anda

beriman
loyal
dependable
smart inside out.
caring
romantic
responsible n good with kids

2. 7 wanita/lelaki yang pernah anda minati sepanjang hidup

jiran sepermainan
skandal2 skola menengah
tom cruise ( this is way back in primary school, he was still handsome at that time)
chad micheal murray
noh hujan..hahaha
hafiz

3. 7 perasaan sekiranya keluar dengan seseorang yang anda minati.

over the moon
nervous
unsure (of what to wear, what to do)
thinking of what he thinks about me.
flattered
shy
feeling of accomplishment..haha

4. 7 tempat istimewa yang ingin dilawati bersama pasangan anda.

dimana- mana
saja
jadi
istimewa
bile
bersama
pasangan

5. 7 barangan sesuatu istimewa yang mungkin akan anda hadiahkan pada pasangan anda.

baju
jam
bear
cards
pictures of us
things that he likes
love and memories

6. 7 tajuk lagu yang akan anda nyanyikan untuk pasangan anda.

bertakhta di hati - Farahdiya
Ingkar - BCL
Berdua Lebih Baik - Acha
How can I live without u - Lee Anne Rimes
Simbiosis - Ella
Wherever U will go - The Calling
Because u love me - Celine Dion

7. 7 rakan yang anda tag dan mahu mereka buat PERIHAL 7 ini.WAJIB!!mereka musti diberitahu akan perihal ini heheh

shepa
ainon
jiha
ima
nabil
ino
fairus
*name2 brikut adalah org yg agak berahsia dalam kisah2 mereka.

*sori la cit, klu aku jawab ntah ape2 jer..huhu~

REWIND

2008-11-11T22:53:00.000-08:00

My October was a bit hectic, weekdays are full with classes, quizes, assignments, test, presentation and all were due as final exams would start on the end of that month itself. Not to mention that it was the month of Eid, so there were constantly open houses every weekend. Im lucky to be bz, its like an escape zone from thinking about the problems i've gone through. During the 1st week of Syawal, of course i was at my kampung celebrating with my fams. It was at Selama, Perak my mum's side as always since nenek(papa's mother) passed away few years back.

2nd Week
It was at Ima’s. I went there with Fairus, Yan, and Tira. We went a bit late dari shepa nye rombongan, but we arrived there first. Huhu~ dah makan2 siap n they arrived about half an hour later.

3rd week
Saturday,
I have four raya open houses to attend that day but time won’t let me. It was Awe’s (which she had constantly reminded me) after Asar, Sarah’s after 4, Juliana’s at 8 and my persatuan Silat Cekak Malaysia also at nite. Because of the time and my silat buddies (pqa, pie, k.alya) also x pergi, I cancel out Silat’s raya feast from my schedule. I went to the others instead. I rather share my joy with my close circle of frens to awe’s, jue’s and sarah’s than socializing with random people. Call me introvert, call me anything. That’s just me.

Sunday,
I don’t feel like going to Ija’s because I had to get my assignments done, loads of work to do. But at the end, they manage to persuade me to go.. “ala, g lunch je, kjp je, mkn free pastu balik la”.

*pics will be uploaded later

4th week

Cit felt like wanting to do open house herself but since everyone couldn’t come, (may I remind u back, finals is at the end of this month, so everybody was kinda bz) die x jadi buat. Naj invited us to her sister's open house at 3. Everyone was not at uia, so I just went there with Shepah only for a short while. No pictures taken.

life sux

2008-09-26T20:22:00.000-07:00

Currently hate my life and everyone closely related to it. I wish my life would be different... I dont think this raya would be fun. n i think it would be my worst ever. Some people are just lucky. y can i b? im being ungrateful. i know. anger n frustration made me.

INDIE RULES!

2008-09-18T08:46:00.000-07:00

Last month, 31 Aug to be exact, i went to this Rantai Art Event at Jaya One, PJ. Yea, i know..it was so last month for god sake, cerite dah basi, but i still want to write it out. It was Merdeka Day, (in case u guys happen to forget), so instead of the usual Merdeka parade which i went last year with Fairus to see Hafiz march actually, my celebration this year was a bit different.

Last year, M'sia's 50th Merdeka

This year, MY 51st Merdeka Celebration

*pictures will b uploaded later*

There were indie band performance like Couple, skudap skudip, so & so...i was excitedly waiting to see couple performs actually but we couldnt. They were the closing act of the day and sadly we had to get back early. And ow, 'we' here are me, Teha n her couz Shila. Hafiz didnt want to go out that Sunday n i remember that Teha ade ajak to go to that event. HOWEVER, I got to see the vocalist, Aidil live though n he smiled at me when i bumped into him (i know that he smile at every1 but still~ haha..). I got to c Dugong n Am of Hujan as well. Regardless of what people might think or say, they are still one of my fav band at the moment. (now i sound like a fanatic). But sadly no pictures taken with them as i was too INappropriately shy to ask. Damn! Y? Haiyo!

There were also booth of indie labels selling cute clothes and stuff...but all i can afford was this RM14 mouth-shape-tounge-sticking-out necklace. T T. I need money!bad!

Yea, last year Merdeka Parade was more meriah, but i enjoy this year celebration as well. Thanx Teha teman aku!

RAMADHAN

2008-09-18T08:37:00.000-07:00

Its the month of Ramadhan now. So before it ends (well, 18 days has past actually) i wanna wish whoever is concern Happy Ramadhan Kareem. So people, see no evil , speak no evil n hear no evil. May this month brings barakah and blessing from the Almighty. =)

A NEWCOMER'S SHOUTOUT

2008-09-07T00:04:00.000-07:00

Since everyone is blogging now, i dont wanna be left behind. I know that im not a good storyteller nor am i a good essay writer. It takes me like forever to start with an introduction..n then i left my writings unfinished..huhu~it happens all the times, even in exams..n it s*cks. but,wth..

It was in june that i planned to start a blog because i was damn bored during the 3 month semester break. I was online all the time,but then, i goes 'nantilah'....the 'nantilah' continues n my hols has already end, while new semester begins with tons of quizzes, asignments, midterms, programs..it surely made me accupied until the midterm break..Hee~,i finally have loads of spare time now but not for long. Its the last day of my 7days hols actually. Back to the 'nantilah'... well,of course it has come to an end. I've finally created a blog! Yeay! clap3. Wait, on 2nd thought, what am i so excited for? This is a burden!

Ok, this will be like my on9 diary, well sort of. I dont intend to write a lot but post a lot of pictures instead (but i may change my mind through time). Can i? Ah, hu cares, its my blog after all. hee~cheers to all.

p/s:im an amature here, be nice to me ok.