Azwan Ismail casual confession

Asyik bukak youtube je last couple of weeks, that i saw "eh ade Malaysia la kat Most Popular ni home page Youtube"...the title is a bit long that the few last words do not appear, out of curiosity i clicked...

surprise, surprise~...Azwan Ismail, SAYA GAY SAYA OK...its been a week now since i first saw it and sampai la dah kuar Utusan pon tadi...the video is tag under activism everyone..ape yang mereka atau seksualitimerdeka ni perjuangkan....tentulah seks songsang. kalau straight nak perjuang2 ape lagi, dah memang betol.

He quotes Shahnon Ahmad yang kite yang berhak bagitau apa yang kita nak jadi and goes on saying that all other people, ustaz semua tu been telling from the point of view of heterosexual...mine you, we're telling you the true revelation of Allah the Almighty, not from our own heterosexual view, but our firm belief in Allah and Islam, if you still share the same faith. Surely, He doesnt underline what we can or can't do for no reason....gays are more susceptible of sexually transmitted diseases sebab bila luar tabi'i, it will cause trauma to certain part which later encourage the entry of micro-organism, if they do have sex with their partners. I dont actually need to know the nitty gritty so long that i believe Allah, the all known who sets the rule.

what they are trying to do is that, urging the gays out there to find strength and support (in a way buat komuniti supaya ade backup la geng ramai2 kan) to be able to go out there and be confident about their sexual orientation (that is clearly against the norms, thats why they hv to go all the way like this), hold on to what they feel, that gay is fine and confidently tell others about it like its no big deal and its not wrong what so ever. Jangan la jadi kaum luth, not in Malaysia Azwan, not here...

Macam2 la kau nih!

i have the thing in me where i got inspired through jealosy...hahahah. Bukan la, its a mere admiration on people who can do certain things i cant, have talent or skills that i dont, creativity, behaviour, knowledge, outlooks and principle, will and abilities to make a difference, fashion sense, ape2 lah that makes them look awesome...if people were to ask me who/what inspires you in life, i would say just anyone....most of the times, perasaan kagum tu resulted from seeing everyday people, usually around my age who can accomplish such things, or have such things...because they in some way give me hopes, macam sesiapa je pon boleh...

Intro macam ape tapi sebenarnye nak cakap ritu tengok gamba kawan post ape yang die masak2, pastu tgk gamba dekat restaurant sambil telan2 air liur, pastu tibe2 rase nak try2 jugak new recipe...kalau kat rumah En. Majid ni, our everyday meal mesti kene ade sambal. wajib! kalau x, adik-bradik x makan... sambal ikan bilis, sambal kentang, smbal sotong, ayam pedas, sambal telur, daging, u name it as long as it is sambal. So tibe2 rase nak experimenting and this is the result...

Lemon Butter Chicken

la? nak citer tu je ke? yes, finally dah ade update. hahah...reason being, i dont want to post anything yet selagi xtukar blog punye look...bosan dah. but i was soooooo lazy to change it. but i think i hv many things to share...bye!

New Addiction

Saya sahut seruan Tun Mahathir dan mengamalkan dasar "pandang ke timur"...pandang punya pandang terjumpelah taeyang..(wah it rhymes). hhaha.. shallow gile ko ni asyik post pasal artis je..

pai, tangan urat2 ni mesti ko suke kan? hahah.

sebab suke taeyang;

1.edgy walaupon bermata sepet (nape rase seperti racist, bukan racist cume taste lain..hehe)

2.tapi modest

3.tapi MAN HIS DANCE IS SUPERB!

Ting2. perfect combo!

aside from his singing, yg lain dah smart dah.

Those typical korean fanatics yg gile2kan artis korea nih dulu saya pandang macam hmmm....but now ive become one! Oh tidak! xpelah, sebab taeyang xkesahlah. haha. saiko. tapi kalau Melayu mohawk2 camni xselera lah. biar bersenggah sket.

Ni entry camni nih, tiga bulan lagi confirm nyesal post. haha.

x malu dah...

Biarlah nak merapu pon, at least ade la update for 2010. Malu la lama2 asyik kat post "bulan baru" tu je..sgt overated and lame...hahah. but at that time it was a big thing so saje decided to join the fun. Nyway, Avatar n Law Abiding Citizen are way better kot. At least good message were conveyed.

Rasa sudah xminat berblogging, ke sebab takde masa, or is it both? Ntah..and i dont know whether this feeling is seasonal ke ape. Tapi sy masih minat bace blog orang lain. Orang lain lagi hebat.

Konon2 2010 nak jadi orang baru. A better me. Hoping to continue that positive vibes of akhir 2009 but i realize something. Istiqamah tu susah.

BULAN BARU

Since new moon are released, everyone is buzzing more on the two heroes than on the story

itself. agree? well i bet most of you know the heroes are divided, they are apponents. guess who's side im taking? (haha, im being lame, as always!). im with.....

Team Jacob! Before watching it, im into edward sebab konon2 macam cool, but i changed side. Hehe. Sebab, character Jacob yg sweet gile nak mati, boleh dapat kencing manis diabetis. Body hot tu tolak tepi lah, lagho2. haha. Bile sorang tu sweet, die automatically cute. Got it?

Being a wolve, badan Jacob panas je. Bella sejuk, and he kinda said she can hold on to him to keep her warm. (well, something like that) Ok, ni sweet tapi belom kawin x payah la, insaf2. haha.

He's trying hard to protect the girl. Eventhough Bella refuse to listen to him and knowing that he's entering the vamps territory where he, being the wolve could not do anything, Jacob refuse to back down, sanggup ikut je, he said "I wanna make sure u'r safe". Ow, sweet.

Yes, his love for her is genuine and intense. When Alice is taking Bella to save Edward, he said "please don't go"..."Please, im begging u". Sweetness yg membunuh. Dah, stop jiwang2.

p/s: ade yg kata new moon tahi. haha.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji

sudah hari ke4 tapi masih ucap. 3 hari je kan? xpelah..

mama papa ( i know u'r not reading this tapi...),

Aunty midah memang cakap nak datang and luckily die datang semayang raya skali kat keramat, so i went with her. =)Kalau tak, iylia tak tau nak pergi dengan siape.

Haji Abdul Majid dan Hajah Zanariah, semoga beroleh haji mabrur. amin. Buat kawan2 lain, Salam Aidiladha, semoga kali ini bawa lebih pengertian dan barakah.

Cahaya Hati

6/11/09

Memandu dari kampus ke Keramat.

Malam hening yang hanya ditemani radio.

Hanya kerana lagu,

Jiwa terkesan. Dalam.

Ya Rabb.

Betullah, siapa yg bagitau opick haritu. Terima kasih, sudah jumpa. Music for the soul. =)